[Another pause. Even with time to think this through, She's at a bit of a loss. There are things that she felt for the devil that she never could explain and pushed aside. There was no logic that she could figure with them and even though she still dealt with those feelings daily...She just didn't want to lose what they had at the moment either. A very unsure look finally formed on her face, one that probably looked out of place one the usually calm Patchouli.]
Koakuma...You of all people know how things are. Besides Remilia..you have been there the longest.
[It's not usually the sort of expression the devil expected to see on Patchy's face to begin with. But this was one of those things that were not easy to explain with logic.]
Yeah... It's not the place of a familiar to fall for her master, is it?
[A faint blush formed on the wizard's cheeks for the moment and the urge to hide it behind a book was tempting. Her hands fidgeted slightly but didn't leave their folded position.]
No but...I doubt it matters much at this point in time.
[That unsure look isn't going anywhere anytime soon..but she's at least keeping her gaze leveled at Koakuma.]
Although I can't say that there are no feelings that may be shared.
[New territory for someone who thought she could figure things out without too much issue. It's caught her completely off guard. But at least one of them has confidence in this. There is a hesitant nod, almost as if afraid to say it out loud.]
Even so...I don't wish to jeopardize things as they are.
[And that lack of confidence is the reason she's still trying to push those feelings aside.]
[Talking about this kind of thing was kind of something that she didn't expect to talk to Patchouli about, she was afraid she would have just rejected her. But she tried anyway...]
[After a slight nod, the small smile returns to her face. There were only two ways about it at the moment, going forwards and trying or heading backwards and refusing to try. There was still a part of her trying to get her to say no, to turn away from it and return to daily life as it was to a point. Unfolding her hands and standing, coming slowly from behind the desk.]
I'm sure I won't have to tell you this won't be easy.
That is very true and along with someone who I can depend on along for it all will help as well.
[Patchouli will walks to Koa and stop before her, that small smile never fading. She was at least reassured that there was someone with her that she trusted.]
[There is a moment before the wizard simply nods. It's a step towards learning and figuring things out. A step towards the knowledge of the emotional. Although Patchouli is highly reassured by the fact she was asked first.]
[Koakuma eyes soon slide shut due to the closeness, and soon enough she deepens the kiss a little, her hands releasing Patchy's before moving to Patchouli's hips.]
[There is a bit of hesitance and stiffness as the kiss deepens but soon she's following. At the moment, she could mimic the best she can. Even if her movements are coping, there is still care in them.]
[That small smile is back. It felt weird but..right at the same time. Patchouli reaches up and puts her hand on Koakuma's cheek. Nothing is said, just enjoying the peace and surprisingly to the wizard, the closeness.]
[It looked like Patchouli had enjoyed that kiss to Koa, and that thought alone had her feeling both a little proud and excited. She leaned against Patchy's hand a little, smiling softly at her mistress...]
[If anything, it makes that smile a bit bigger and she relaxes. Something that she thought would end up with something she'd not like..was surprising her. Someone who avoided contact with others..enjoying it.]
[It was rare..as it sometimes felt like the wizard had two expressions, neutral and annoyed. But for now, this new one was actually reserved for someone only.
Patchouli didn't respond other then a small surprised sound and a soft shiver at the nip. Her arms went around as well, gently holding onto her.]
[Well, the only other people likely to get a smile from Patchouli was Remilia, Koakuma thought. In any case, that sound from Patchy encourages the devil into doing that again, and maybe once more with a few licks...?]
Mmm... [She might get carried away and try to have sex with Patchouli right there in the middle of the library...]
[Remilia got a smile very rarely as it was. Mostly due to some of the things that Patchouli heard from her friend tended to make her wonder from time to time. Either way it was still very rare to witness.
There is another soft sound and shiver from the wizard again although she isn't just going to let it continue..even if it felt good.]
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Date: 2014-08-04 12:21 am (UTC)Koakuma...You of all people know how things are. Besides Remilia..you have been there the longest.
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Date: 2014-08-04 02:10 am (UTC)Yeah... It's not the place of a familiar to fall for her master, is it?
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Date: 2014-08-04 05:11 am (UTC)No but...I doubt it matters much at this point in time.
[That unsure look isn't going anywhere anytime soon..but she's at least keeping her gaze leveled at Koakuma.]
Although I can't say that there are no feelings that may be shared.
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Date: 2014-08-04 05:23 am (UTC)So... You like me too?
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Date: 2014-08-04 06:21 am (UTC)Even so...I don't wish to jeopardize things as they are.
[And that lack of confidence is the reason she's still trying to push those feelings aside.]
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Date: 2014-08-04 06:25 am (UTC)Miss Patchouli, I think we should try...
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Date: 2014-08-04 07:14 am (UTC)[The unsure look melts and Patchouli looks away for the moment. Trying to regain or at least look like she had an idea of what was going on.
After a moment of silently debating and thinking what she could at least work with at the moment...]
If you are sure about this...I can't think of any other reason other then what has been stated before not to...
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Date: 2014-08-04 07:26 am (UTC)I'm pretty sure about this, I know I am.
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Date: 2014-08-04 07:46 am (UTC)I'm sure I won't have to tell you this won't be easy.
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Date: 2014-08-04 07:55 am (UTC)Like learning magic? You have to keep working at it.
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Date: 2014-08-05 05:12 am (UTC)[Patchouli will walks to Koa and stop before her, that small smile never fading. She was at least reassured that there was someone with her that she trusted.]
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Date: 2014-08-05 06:08 am (UTC)May a kiss you, Miss Patchouli?
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Date: 2014-08-05 08:10 am (UTC)You may.
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Date: 2014-08-05 10:06 pm (UTC)That changes though once their lips meet, a soft look forms on her face. This was new..but, to her, oddly nice.]
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Date: 2014-08-06 06:57 pm (UTC)You have a beautiful smile Koakuma...
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Date: 2014-08-06 07:01 pm (UTC)[The comment, though, got a giggle from her.] I think that's my line, Miss Patchouli. [She darts in to playfully nip at Pathcouli's neck.]
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Date: 2014-08-06 07:32 pm (UTC)Patchouli didn't respond other then a small surprised sound and a soft shiver at the nip. Her arms went around as well, gently holding onto her.]
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Date: 2014-08-06 07:49 pm (UTC)Mmm... [She might get carried away and try to have sex with Patchouli right there in the middle of the library...]
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Date: 2014-08-07 05:27 am (UTC)There is another soft sound and shiver from the wizard again although she isn't just going to let it continue..even if it felt good.]
Koa...Slow and small steps..not here.
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