[New territory for someone who thought she could figure things out without too much issue. It's caught her completely off guard. But at least one of them has confidence in this. There is a hesitant nod, almost as if afraid to say it out loud.]
Even so...I don't wish to jeopardize things as they are.
[And that lack of confidence is the reason she's still trying to push those feelings aside.]
[Talking about this kind of thing was kind of something that she didn't expect to talk to Patchouli about, she was afraid she would have just rejected her. But she tried anyway...]
[After a slight nod, the small smile returns to her face. There were only two ways about it at the moment, going forwards and trying or heading backwards and refusing to try. There was still a part of her trying to get her to say no, to turn away from it and return to daily life as it was to a point. Unfolding her hands and standing, coming slowly from behind the desk.]
I'm sure I won't have to tell you this won't be easy.
That is very true and along with someone who I can depend on along for it all will help as well.
[Patchouli will walks to Koa and stop before her, that small smile never fading. She was at least reassured that there was someone with her that she trusted.]
[There is a moment before the wizard simply nods. It's a step towards learning and figuring things out. A step towards the knowledge of the emotional. Although Patchouli is highly reassured by the fact she was asked first.]
[Koakuma eyes soon slide shut due to the closeness, and soon enough she deepens the kiss a little, her hands releasing Patchy's before moving to Patchouli's hips.]
[There is a bit of hesitance and stiffness as the kiss deepens but soon she's following. At the moment, she could mimic the best she can. Even if her movements are coping, there is still care in them.]
[That small smile is back. It felt weird but..right at the same time. Patchouli reaches up and puts her hand on Koakuma's cheek. Nothing is said, just enjoying the peace and surprisingly to the wizard, the closeness.]
[It looked like Patchouli had enjoyed that kiss to Koa, and that thought alone had her feeling both a little proud and excited. She leaned against Patchy's hand a little, smiling softly at her mistress...]
[If anything, it makes that smile a bit bigger and she relaxes. Something that she thought would end up with something she'd not like..was surprising her. Someone who avoided contact with others..enjoying it.]
[It was rare..as it sometimes felt like the wizard had two expressions, neutral and annoyed. But for now, this new one was actually reserved for someone only.
Patchouli didn't respond other then a small surprised sound and a soft shiver at the nip. Her arms went around as well, gently holding onto her.]
[Well, the only other people likely to get a smile from Patchouli was Remilia, Koakuma thought. In any case, that sound from Patchy encourages the devil into doing that again, and maybe once more with a few licks...?]
Mmm... [She might get carried away and try to have sex with Patchouli right there in the middle of the library...]
[Remilia got a smile very rarely as it was. Mostly due to some of the things that Patchouli heard from her friend tended to make her wonder from time to time. Either way it was still very rare to witness.
There is another soft sound and shiver from the wizard again although she isn't just going to let it continue..even if it felt good.]
[Patchouli takes a step back, trying to control the blush and get her composure back. Neither are really fully controlled, the blush fades a little bit and her expression..really doesn't change. It's a little less surprised or startled but other then that..
But there is a slight nod at the question. At the very least no one usually went into her personal room unlike with the library.]
[To see Patchouli like this, blushing like that... It was kind of cute. Now wanting to rush her too much, she takes Patchy's hand and decides she'll let her lead the way at her own pace.]
[And lead she does, although fairly slow as for now she wanted to take her time, which meant walking for a bit at least until her asthma hit her enough to have her speed up into the air. Towards her own quarters they go!]
Yes. Before now there wasn't time nor even a thought to even deal with something like this.
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Date: 2014-08-04 06:21 am (UTC)Even so...I don't wish to jeopardize things as they are.
[And that lack of confidence is the reason she's still trying to push those feelings aside.]
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Date: 2014-08-04 06:25 am (UTC)Miss Patchouli, I think we should try...
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Date: 2014-08-04 07:14 am (UTC)[The unsure look melts and Patchouli looks away for the moment. Trying to regain or at least look like she had an idea of what was going on.
After a moment of silently debating and thinking what she could at least work with at the moment...]
If you are sure about this...I can't think of any other reason other then what has been stated before not to...
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Date: 2014-08-04 07:26 am (UTC)I'm pretty sure about this, I know I am.
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Date: 2014-08-04 07:46 am (UTC)I'm sure I won't have to tell you this won't be easy.
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Date: 2014-08-04 07:55 am (UTC)Like learning magic? You have to keep working at it.
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Date: 2014-08-05 05:12 am (UTC)[Patchouli will walks to Koa and stop before her, that small smile never fading. She was at least reassured that there was someone with her that she trusted.]
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Date: 2014-08-05 06:08 am (UTC)May a kiss you, Miss Patchouli?
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Date: 2014-08-05 08:10 am (UTC)You may.
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Date: 2014-08-05 08:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-08-05 10:06 pm (UTC)That changes though once their lips meet, a soft look forms on her face. This was new..but, to her, oddly nice.]
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Date: 2014-08-06 06:57 pm (UTC)You have a beautiful smile Koakuma...
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Date: 2014-08-06 07:01 pm (UTC)[The comment, though, got a giggle from her.] I think that's my line, Miss Patchouli. [She darts in to playfully nip at Pathcouli's neck.]
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Date: 2014-08-06 07:32 pm (UTC)Patchouli didn't respond other then a small surprised sound and a soft shiver at the nip. Her arms went around as well, gently holding onto her.]
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Date: 2014-08-06 07:49 pm (UTC)Mmm... [She might get carried away and try to have sex with Patchouli right there in the middle of the library...]
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Date: 2014-08-07 05:27 am (UTC)There is another soft sound and shiver from the wizard again although she isn't just going to let it continue..even if it felt good.]
Koa...Slow and small steps..not here.
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Date: 2014-08-07 05:53 am (UTC)Ah... Shall we take this to your room?
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Date: 2014-08-07 07:51 pm (UTC)But there is a slight nod at the question. At the very least no one usually went into her personal room unlike with the library.]
..Yes.
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Date: 2014-08-07 08:03 pm (UTC)This is going to be your first time, right?
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Date: 2014-08-08 06:42 am (UTC)Yes. Before now there wasn't time nor even a thought to even deal with something like this.
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